It took me a while
To unravel the mystery
Hidden inside your deepest trenches
Like an ocean
That was disturbed
Now calmed but was once polluted
I was the traveller
Who got stuck
And buzzed by your inner beauty
Now I’m amazed
Not wanting to get back
Lost; not wanting to be found
I wonder, will I ever know the reason behind everything?
Recently, I’ve been going through a lot of struggles and problems that are causing me so much trouble, especially inside my head. Things were getting oh so smoothly already when another tragic event struck me right into the center of my fucked up life. Now I’m confused and dumbfounded. I was caught off guard. I’m left with nothing but my sane to figure things out. But right now, I am lost. Again. And it sucks. Finding my way only to know that I’d lose it again.
But maybe these things happen for their respective reasons. But still I wonder, will I ever know them? Or will I have to spend my whole life trying to? I don’t know. But I do wanna know.
And now I’m off to another track. Maybe this is my path. Maybe.